Lean Forward and Look Back
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I think it is good to experiment when you are
young. And no I don’t mean like with psychedelic
drugs or whatever. I mean just trying different
things. That way you learn early on what you are
good at and most importantly, what you are not. One
of the things I became aware of at an early age, is
that I would never win an Olympic medal in
Equestrian jumping. Sure I could ride and like a
lot of kids, I LOVED horses. But, when I started
learning to jump I realized mmaaaayyybe, this was
not my calling.
There were two things that made that
clear. First, as the horse was cantering up to the
jump, I would lean way back….like away from the
fence. Now please understand that these were not
big jumps. These were like little tiny logs like a
dachshund or even a Pekinese could hop over.. Not
any big deal. But, even so, as the horse would
canter towards the jump, in my mind, all these
doubts started flying… oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my
gosh… and automatically my body would begin to lean
back away from the jump. Why is that a problem?
Because if your horse doesn’t think you want to go
over the jump, he’s probably not going either. More
times than not, I would approach a jump, lean back,
the horse would abruptly stop and I would go flying
over its head into the mud. Not exactly the sign of
an Olympic champion.
The other thing dead giveaway that
the Olympics weren’t in my future was the fact that
when I did actually get the horse to over a jump, I
would always look back to see if I knocked anything
off. Not a good plan. You got a 1000 pound horse
heading one way, and you are looking back… see the
problem? Looking backwards not only throws you off
balance, it keeps you from focusing on what’s
important, which is the next jump in front of you.
So, sadly enough, I never became an
Olympic jumping champion. However, as with most
things we try, I did learn some things that have
helped me in life. Depending on how you look at
it, there’s not that much difference in jumping a
horse over a fence and living life. Everyday we
approach jumps and obstacles, things that can make
us soar or put us head first in the mud. And as we
approach these obstacles we can feel doubt, we can
go “oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh!!” –we can
start to lean backwards. Ironically, in life its
not so much the obstacle or the fence that generates
the doubt, but the people that surround us as we
approach the jump.
Which brings us to our lesson today
from Mark. Here Jesus and the disciples return to
Jesus’ hometown to preach. And although Mark
doesn’t tell us exactly what Jesus said, we know the
kind of things Jesus was teaching: that tax
collector and sinners are welcome at the banquet
table, the first are last and the last are first,
and of course, Jesus being the Messiah.
Provocative, risky, gutsy stuff. When the crowd
heard the teachings and saw Jesus’ power, they took
offense. Wait… who IS this guy? Isn’t this the
carpenter? Mary’s son? “Where did he GET this?
what’s with the miracles and the messiah stuff?
Messiah? You have to be kidding.” This is Jesus
the carpenter… whatever.
How interesting that sometimes our
biggest critics come from the people we hold
closest. Jesus tells his disciples, "Only in his
hometown, [only] among his relatives. [only] in his
own house is a prophet without honor." And we know
its true, cause we’ve all seen the same thing. We
all know that people get accustom early on in life
to what they believe to be possible for them…their
station is life. And over time it becomes a place
of comfort for them: this is what is possible, and
I am living up to that potential, therefore I am
successful. Then all of a sudden, someone from
their same place--breaks out of that place. They
move away. They change jobs. They choose a
different path. They meet a new person. They learn
a new skill. They become a prophet. And all of a
sudden, they have stepped above their station.
And as we are approaching that fence, we hear the
same thing Jesus did… maybe we hear it from a family
member or friend, partner or spouse, it could be a
boss or a colleague… but, as we approach that fence
we hear: “Who do you think you ARE? What’s with
the miracles? You must think you are better than
all of us. Isn’t that the carpenter’s son? Why are
you trying to be something you are not.” As if
another’s success, would diminishes their worth.
I saw a little magnet at the card store recently
that said “mediocrity
attacks excellence.” And isn’t that so true.
Being true to our call, breaking out
and following what God wants us to do is hard. And
many times … it threatens people. Its like the
playwright Lorraine Hansberry said:
“the thing
that makes you exceptional is also what makes you
lonely.”
Here’s the problem, if we aren’t
careful, we allow these opinions and words and
doubts and criticisms to sink in and we start
leaning farther and farther back. Until finally the
horse balks… and you land head first in the mud.
Right where the voices said you should be. Kind of
a self fulfilling prophecy.
With this story in Mark, Jesus
acknowledges that there will always be people in our
lives who will try and bring us down, who will be
threatened by our success, or our choices, who don’t
believe in our power. Mark tells us that Jesus
himself couldn’t even perform miracles in his
hometown except lay hands on a few people. And
why? Because they had no faith. They didn’t
believe in his gifts, in his power.
But, did Jesus take that as some
statement of his worth or abilities? No. Did he
let their words change his ministry? No. Did he
allow them to undermine his faith and his call and
direction? No. Mark tells us that Jesus continued
teaching – teaching throughout the town and villages
-- even sending his disciples out to teach. And at
the end of the passage, comes a powerful warning
from Jesus to his disciples: “if any place will not
welcome you or listen to you, shake the dust
off your feet when-you- leave.”
I think this is one of the great
lines of the bible. And people have used it, copied
it, embellished for thousands of years ever since.
Most recently, I heard
Whoopie
Goldberg: “There will invariably be people who
don't accept you. And in that case, you just have
to be your own badass self, without apology.”
“If any place will not welcome you or
listen to you, shake the dust off your feet
when-you- leave.” Jesus is saying,
don’t dwell in a place that does not honor you. Do
not tarry in a place where there is no faith. Don’t
look back at the jump you have just come over.
Shake the dust from your feet and MOVE ON. I
particularly like this wording, as it implies not
only a movement away from the place of negativity,
but a cleansing. The book of Luke tells the same
story, but words it this way: “But whenever you
enter a town and they do not welcome you, go out
into its streets and say, 'Even the dust of your
town that clings to our feet, we wipe off in protest
against you.”
Many times, we say we have “moved on”
from a situation, when in fact we still carry its
corrosive baggage in our hearts. You know what I
mean… those experiences that still haunt us, that
still cause us to act out in destructive and hurtful
ways. Jesus is saying, shake the dust from your
feet, and from your heart.
It is a common story… for history is
full of stories of doubting voices and folks not
being honored “in their own house”. The great
musician Bach interviewed for the position of choir
master at St. Thomas church Leipzig, Germany, the
town where he grew up. He came in third, as the
committee called him a “mediocrity.” The great
football player Johnny Unitus from PA, was turned
down by Pittsburgh Steelers because they didn’t
think he was NFL material. He turned out to be one
of the best quarterbacks of all time. Albert
Einstein was told by his own teachers that he was
slow and not as smart as the other kids.
"[Only] in his own house is a prophet
without honor." “yet, if any place will not
welcome you or listen to you, shake the dust
off your feet when-you- leave.”
There are no parameters around what
is possible in our lives, except for the ones we
allow. The world will try to rein you in. Make you
safe. Hold you back. But, when we settle for what
others think is appropriate for us, then we lose
everything.
Sir
Frances Drake offered the following words:
Disturb us Lord when…
When our dreams have come true
Because we dreamed too little
When we arrived safely
Because we sailed too close to shore.
My message today is simply this:
when we face the obstacles, the fences, the
challenges of life, when we hear the voices who say
you can’t do that, who do you think you are? That’s
not possible… just lean forward into that jump and
then never look back, because in Christ – because in
a life grounded in Christ, ALL things are possible.
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